Jacky's Corner

  This week my body has been communication a lot😀, and it reminded me that “if you don’t take care of me, I will make you miserable😏”. I listened, drunk water, did my best to eat healthy, exercised and even appreciated myself every step of the way. I love being healthy, I feel wonderful but some days it just feels a little bit tough 😊and I have to remember that I am doing this for a wonderful long life not a sickly, miserable short life. I am responsible for all that I am and for all that I am not. I will do my best to have a great life.

  This week was aloot. I kept repeating myself. At some point I felt like dejavu. I would explain my self, my concerns and repercussion of our actions and somehow by the end of the discussion, I felt like I had to reexplain, same scenario, same concerns and repercussion to the next person, and the next and the week went on like that. It was very frustrating and all I could look forward to was the weekend. I do hope this week is better, I will try to be more understanding and calmer because at the back of my mind I do know that the more widely I explain something the more people come to understand an appreciate it which can easily result in some much-needed changes in the right direction. I also kept reflecting abit. Do others feel this frustrated when explaining to me too…?

  This week I realised how vast the amount of knowledge is out there, you choose a topic, type it into a search engine a valaahh a turn of books, old, new, made up, short and even long magically appear on that subject. We are in a great error that has abundance of knowledge and easier access to it than before. Its not that the books dint exist before, it was just that accessing them was not that easy. But we have to be careful to take what we need and move on. Sometimes I am caught up in a downward trap of digging deeper and deeper until the same topic starts to contract its self. You know like a small wound you keep poking at and it become infested and now you need to see a doctor. I am always learning and trying to appreciate the knowledge I have, use it for what I need and then move on. Otherwise a simple quest of knowing may turn into an overwhelming night mare if not regulated.